January 2012
11 posts
“to start all over again, how is it supposed to work?”
“jangan bersembunyi, jodoh manusia seperti kamu ya juga manusia biasa yang hanya...”
“the idea of losing someone might be fearsome. but the idea of quitting fall in...”
“in this world, the most painful and loneliness thing is to be in pain alone”
– Glory Jane
“bahkan dalam mimpi pun, aku tak berani menyatakan cinta padamu.”
“jika benda asing benar-benar akan menabrak bumi tahun ini, saya kemudian...”
– #keracunandrama #kemudianmerasabodoh #memang #eaaa
“selain campur tangan Tuhan, jodoh pun perlu diperjuangkan.”
“kalau memang jodoh, gaya magnet akan berlaku. saat salah satu menjauh, yang...”
– @evanurwita
“dan sekali lagi kau harus tau bahwa, ‘bahagia selama-lamanya’ hanya...”
“sometimes, it’s better to still un-moved on rather than having your heart...”
2012
2012
WOW!
new year, guys?
gue rasa kayak baru kemarin masuk Unpad, 2008, terus sekarang tiba-tiba udah 2012 lagi aja gitu?
time does fly!
nah, gue sebenernya gak begitu suka nulis2 resolusi macem orang-orang itu. pun enggak tertarik membukukan kisah hidup jadi sebuah buku.
hidup gue biasa-biasa aja. nothing special. like anybody else.
alhamdulillah masih dikasih umur dan kesehatan sama...
December 2011
9 posts
Memendam Perasaan
Hobinya perempuan kayagitu. Mendem perasaan.
Seenggaknya, I’m that girl.
I am that girl who’ll never text first when courting, who’ll never ask to meet up first, who’ll never confess her feeling even, it’s killing her.
Gue, orang yang takut penolakan dan lebih memilih sakit mendem perasaan daripada ditolak.
Implicitly published lewat social media mungkin bisa jadi...
SKRIPSWEET
spoiler: ini adalah curhat
jadi saya ini mahasiswa tingkat akhir yang lagi nyusun skripsi, terus masih dalam tahap penyeleksian usulan penelitian.
dan saudara saudara, sesungguhnya hal itu sangatlah men stress kan!!
hahahahahaha
skripsi itu mungkin bukan segalanya, tapi sekali kamu ngelakuin, bangun tidur pun yang diinget skripsi, sampe dijalan aja yg dibayangin skripsi.
hahahaha.
demikian.
“Jika semua doa kita dikabulkan Tuhan, apa kita sudah siap?”
– (via sadgenic)
SADGENIC: Brain & Heart →
sadgenic:
Brain: “Heart, i can’t reach you. Tell me your YM, i wanna talk to you”.
Heart : “Sorry, i’m busy preparing myself for him. Call me later”
Brain : “It’s about him, i had a bad feeling”
Heart : “Pardon me, feeling? Hey i owned that! Where’s your logic anyway?”
Brain : “I can’t reach you!…
sadgenic:
Jangan sampai sepi melahirkan hampa. Karena riuh yang paling gemuruh pun akan susah menimangnya. Kalau hampa lahir, dia akan merangkak & belajar berjalan mengelilingi hati, lalu berlari-lari di kepalamu. Kamu akan lelah dan mendekati mati rasa. Bulan akan menangis di setiap tidurmu dan matahari gelisah di setiap pagimu.
Untuk itu, sebelum hampa. Kusegerakan menuju kamu.
sadgenic:
You don’t promise anything except emptiness. You should have warned me before, thank you.
Oh and i wanna thank you for the very gentle reminder that you are not really a gentle person.
Adios.
“There’s no point living forever without you”
– Isabella Swan, Eclipse
Exasperation!
long time no post. indeed.
seperti yang gue bilang, sudah sangat sejak lama kehilangan kegemaran menulis diary. since it has no more exquisiting events, of course.
hey, last time I wrote, it was my feeling that had not been moved on right?
let me get it straight.
I am a moved on girl.
gak aneh.
sejak awal suka atau jatuh cinta sama orang, kemungkinan untuk berpaling atau kemungkinan untuk...
October 2011
3 posts
I’m not looking for someone to talk to
I’ve got my friends, I’m more than okay
I’ve got more than girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it’s not all they say
Still I believe,
I’m missing something real, I need someone who really sees me
Don’t wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you’ll walk through my door
All I need is to know...
Belum Move On
Belum. Bukan tidak akan :)
Hello, Ocotober!
Malam minggu ini saya habiskan dengan mendengarkan lagu dan berencana menonton sejumlah film yang pending tertonton akibat laptop yang rusak kemarin.
Rutinitas para jombloers memang gak jauh dari dengerin lagu sama liat film dari dvd bajakan tiap malem minggu ya. *usap dahi*
Mendadak teringat mantan. Yah, memang selalu kayaknya. Haha. #curcol
Pernah punya pacar yang sibuk?
Gak enak yah?
Well,...
September 2011
3 posts
“Iya, aku akan move on, aku akan berhenti mencintaimu. Tapi nanti, ya. Aku...”
Where's to end?
Kemarin bertemu Tuan H.
Tuan H yang September dua tahun lalu datang dengan “halo” nya.
Tuan H yang September satu tahun lalu sangat saya cinta.
Tuan H yang September tahun ini masih saya cinta.
Bedanya, kami tidak lagi bersama.
Saya dikenalkan pada keluarganya.
Ibu, Ayah, dan Kakak perempuannya, serta keponakannya, Kiky.
Satu hal yang membekas tentang keluarganya dalam benak...
“Dari sekarang harus siapkan dan ikhlaskan hati untuk setiap keputusan Allah”
– Bestfriend
August 2011
50 posts
seperti orang bodoh saja
seperti orang bodoh saja.
kau tidak akan pernah kembali, dan seperti orang bodoh saja, aku akan selalu menunggumu kembali.
ada sesuatu yang harus aku katakan, seperti orang bodoh saja, meski semua sudah berakhir aku harus mengatakan sesuatu itu.
aku tidak berkata aku akan terus menunggumu, seperti orang bodoh saja, otakku tetap tidak mencari tempat berlari lain.
jika aku harus merelakanmu, aku...
“A strong denial is an affirmation”
– Lee Jin Pyo, City Hunter
It’s my 21st!
It’s not exactly is, because my birth time is at 5.55 pm, so, literally I’m still 20.
Hahaha.
Put it aside.
I remembered a guy with a special warm, a guy with a rectangle glasses, a guy with a nice smile, a guy with good smell, a guy with the brown cardigan, a guy with a hard laugh,
last year, this time, that guy, was mine.
That guy promised to be here in...
Hey, where are you?
“There’ll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat if you ever come...”
“you said that I deserved someone better than you. that was a very ridiculous...”
“I was praying that you and me might end up together
It’s like wishing for...”
“I don’t blame you for leaving; you did what you had to. And all of the...”
“I do love you. Don’t you see? Don’t you understand? I can’t...”
“I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day, and something reminds you that...”
When someone took up all your thoughts and feelings for six and a half months straight it can take a while to get used to the emptiness when they’re gone. And that space will never completely fill again, because there’s no other person who will fit with you the way they did. They have that part of you, but you have a part of them too. The people who make enough of an impression will stay with you....
“Most of what I remember makes me sure I should have stopped you from walking out...”
Save The Last Dance For Me
You can dance, every dance with the guy who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight You can smile, every smile for the man who held your hand neath the pale moon light But don’t forget who’s taking you home And in whose arms you’re gonna be So darling save the last dance for me Oh I know that the music’s fine like sparklin’ wine, go and have your fun Laugh and sing,...
“The idea of losing someone is fearsome. I’d better stop loving.”
I miss you
I miss you.
Three words describe best my feeling for now.
I am out of my mind, then I just see you.
I miss the way you text, the way you hang up the phone, the way you get jealous yet never show it, the way you neglect me, the way you miss me, the way you love me.
I miss your existence when none comes for me to look for me.
I miss your scent, your every breathe, your laugh, the hard one.
I...
Bella: You saw?
Edward: No, I didn't. But his thoughts were just very loud
Bella: I don't know what just happened
Edward: You love him
Bella: I love you more
Edward: I know
“I don’t want to live in the world where you don’t exist”
– Edward Cullen, New Moon
“I promise to love you every moment of forever. And would you do me extraordinary...”
– Edward Cullen, Eclipse
Edward: I don't have a strength to stay away from you anymore.
Bella: Then, don't.
“You are like my own personal brand of heroin”
– Edward Cullen, Twilight
Sombong?
Kenapa sih suka ada orang yang jail-jail lewat sms gitu?
Suka ada orang yang pura-pura ngaku siapaaa lewat SMS.
Ngapain sih?
Bercandaan? Ngajak SMS-an?
Oh please, people. I am turning to twenty something, I’m so done with those SMS-an things!
Kalau tujuannya mau ngajak ngobrol lewat SMS, gak bisakah pake cara baik-baik,
“Halo, saya Edward, temen TK kamu dulu, masih inget gak? apa...
3 tags
still-dreaming:
So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep. And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe. And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are. I hope it’s nice where you are. And I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day; and something reminds you, you wish you had stayed. You can plan for a changing, the weather and time; but...
3 tags
still-dreaming:
This is my last call to you, then I’ll give up everything that we had, that we’d do. And you’ll never hear me sing all these songs about you. So just take this time and think about the plans that we made. Drivin’ around while the radio played..
“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The...”
– Robin Williams (via imbeammin)